Lack of love from home, Sam started hanging out with the wrong crowd that make him felt accepted, as a family, during his teen. In a lot of ways, the acceptance he gain from hanging with this group of trouble making youth, was more important to him, then the self-destructing behaviour that he gain via been with them and at the age of fourteen years old, Sam was been thrown in jail for two years.
As an adult, Sam is not the most attractive looking person either. He is not the type of guy that girls are interest in and it is probably as a result of this, further encouragement by the fact that he was an unloved child, while growing up, that Sam started to try seek for recognition, for something he doesn’t have. That is, he seek to be recognize for been a person, who can get beautiful girls to be totally and madly in love with him and can’t live without him and he would do anything, to gain that recognition and when Sam saw Hailey, he knows he can manipulate her, to help him gain the recognition. Sam knows Hailey is an innocent girl, who dream of been a fairy-tale princess, with a prince charming coming to her and sweeping her off her feet, he knows Hailey believes that true love and true happiness, is a romantic relationship that is very romantic. He knows that Hailey believe there is a formula in life that she have to follow and that formula of life, involve the necessity of been a heterosexual relationship and he also knows that Hailey has low self-esteem and only believe she deserve a substandard male.
As a result, Sam knows that, as long as he is able to present Hailey with an illusion, of him been a prince charming, sweeping her off her feet, that he continue to be romantic to Hailey, that she continue to obsessively believe true love and true happiness is a very romantic heterosexual relationship, that she continue to obsessively want to be in a relationship with a prince charming, which comes to her and sweep her off her feet, that she continue to believe that there is a formula of life and the formula included the necessity of having a man in her life and that she continue to believe that she only deserve a substandard male, he would be able to have her and keep her for as long as he want, if he wants her and as a result that and the fact that Hailey is totally knock out hot, Sam decided to take Hailey as his, through these methods, so he can use Hailey as a symbol, for him to be recognized as person, who can get a beautiful girl and keep her totally in love with him and can’t live without him.
Things might be better, if Sam actually loves Hailey, but he doesn’t and he doesn’t care for her. Sam knows what he is doing to Hailey, is both selfish and not good, but he doesn’t care, he is far too obsessively in love with the recognition he want and is gaining from this relationship.
Hailey decided not to abort the baby. She doesn’t want to abort the baby, nor is she capable of putting herself through doing it. Hailey decided that aborting the baby is one sacrifice she cannot make, to keep this relationship together. Instead, she decided to try finding a way, to convince Sam to want this baby. Hailey still believe that Sam loves her, cares about her and she is Sam’s one and only one true love and she believe as long as she is Sam’s one true love, she could change his mind
Hailey know Sam was not in a great mood right now and that might mean it was not the best time, for her to try to convince Sam. But she still believes that she need to try, at least by trying to get Sam into a better mood first, then try to bring up this conversation, of keeping the baby. Hailey believe that sex is a good weapon. Sam love having sex with her and Hailey knows it, she wants to use this to her advantage. If Hailey was not so resistance to the truth and refuse to believe in anything otherwise to what she wants to believe in, she would have realized that Sam doesn’t love her, he love having sex with her, but he doesn’t love her and he doesn’t care about her either. After all, lust do not necessary means love.
So, right now, Hailey and Sam were naked within their apartment in Sydney, in their bed, together. They were having sex. A few minutes later, it was over. Sam turned around and lied down next to Hailey, he was originally upon her. Hailey lied upon Sam’s chest. The two of them, just lied there, for a little while and enjoy the peace and quiet.
“Do you want to do it again, baby?” Hailey asked
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