~The following day, Sunday Morning, 2 nd October, Gold Coast
Rita was playing her last card on Jeff. The two of them were sitting in a shopping centre’s food court.
“I am just so scared.” Rita faked cry and said to Jeff.
Jeff didn’t say anything. Tom’s intervention has gotten to the root of Jeff’s problem. Jeff has decided to let go and give up on his desire and obsession, of wanting to be in a relationship, where he is a masculine male capable of protecting his woman and his woman is a weak helpless and innocent victim that requires his protection. In fact, for the first time in his life, Jeff showed self-restrains, restraining himself from going to search for a relationship, of this sort.
Jeff sighed, “I don’t know whether I can trust you. I made a mistake. I should not have gotten involve with you romantically. It is over.” Jeff said
“But…” Rita faked cried
“I don’t know whether you are really the weak, helpless and innocent victim, which I originally thought you are. I honestly don’t know. Maybe you are, maybe you are not.
But even if you are, it doesn’t justify for me, to get involve with you like this, especially considering the fact, I am a married man.” Jeff said
“I am scared. I am in this country all by myself. I don’t know anybody and you were trying to protect me and…”Rita’s sentence was been cut off.
“That doesn’t justify my behaviour. That doesn’t justify me, cheating on my wife. That doesn’t justify that I am partly responsible for her death. No, it doesn’t. No, I am wrong. No, I was obsessed. I was obsessed with the idea of wanting to be in a relationship where I am a masculine male capable of protecting my woman and my woman is a weak, helpless and innocent victim that require my protection and when I saw you appearing as a weak, helpless and innocent victim that needs protection and I can play the role of the masculine male that is capable of protecting his woman that require his protection, in a relationship, if I get into a relationship with you, I gotten involve with you and I refuse to see otherwise. I am sorry to you too. My obsession hurt everyone, Sabrina, my kids, you and myself. I am sorry to you too. You were just a tool, which I used to fulfil my obsession. Even if you are a weak, helpless and innocent victim, it doesn’t require for us to get romantically involve, to be protecting you.” Jeff said quietly “I mean Jesus Christ, what about protecting an orphan, they are usually weak, helpless and innocent victim too, but do it require for us to get romantically involved with them, to protect them? What is the matter with me!?” Jeff said to himself angrily
Jeff thought to himself “Tristan is right. I need to grow up, grow out of these childish obsessions. Look at what I done to the people around me, the people I love.” Jeff thought to himself, he felt a bit like crying.
“Sabrina is dead, it is the past. The only thing that is important is the future. We can be great together. I need you Jeff and you need me.” Rita touched Jeff’s hand and said “Pathetic pussy man, trying to act like a real man.” Rita thought to herself. The pussy man Rita was talking about, is Jeff, but for once, Jeff was been a real man.
“No, I don’t need you. I was obsessed with something or some illusion that I think I can get from been with you. But not anymore, I have learned to let it go.” Jeff said
“Don’t you know that you are my knight in shining armour? What am I going to do without you?” Rita faked cry, but at this stage, Rita realized the manipulation trick, she has been using upon Jeff, probably won’t work anymore, Jeff has matured from it.
“Do you really need me, to be your knight in shinny armour? Do you really need my protection? How should I know, what is real and what is not?” Jeff said
Rita sat there and kept fake crying
“I saw those photos of you, having sex with your ex-husband and those phone records, you have with your family from China.” Jeff said softly
“Is that it? Is that what this is all about? I love you Jeff. I did it for good reason. I did it all for you. I say that stuff to my family in China, because I know they will never approve me, been with a white man, let along one who is that much older than me. I love you. I need you. I slept with Chung because he is aggressive. He has been following me for years. For god sack, he followed me to Australia, for Chris sack. Why do you think he is here? I don’t want him to hurt you. I love you. I did all of these for you.” Rita lied
Rita was playing her last card on Jeff. The two of them were sitting in a shopping centre’s food court.
“I am just so scared.” Rita faked cry and said to Jeff.
Jeff didn’t say anything. Tom’s intervention has gotten to the root of Jeff’s problem. Jeff has decided to let go and give up on his desire and obsession, of wanting to be in a relationship, where he is a masculine male capable of protecting his woman and his woman is a weak helpless and innocent victim that requires his protection. In fact, for the first time in his life, Jeff showed self-restrains, restraining himself from going to search for a relationship, of this sort.
Jeff sighed, “I don’t know whether I can trust you. I made a mistake. I should not have gotten involve with you romantically. It is over.” Jeff said
“But…” Rita faked cried
“I don’t know whether you are really the weak, helpless and innocent victim, which I originally thought you are. I honestly don’t know. Maybe you are, maybe you are not.
But even if you are, it doesn’t justify for me, to get involve with you like this, especially considering the fact, I am a married man.” Jeff said
“I am scared. I am in this country all by myself. I don’t know anybody and you were trying to protect me and…”Rita’s sentence was been cut off.
“That doesn’t justify my behaviour. That doesn’t justify me, cheating on my wife. That doesn’t justify that I am partly responsible for her death. No, it doesn’t. No, I am wrong. No, I was obsessed. I was obsessed with the idea of wanting to be in a relationship where I am a masculine male capable of protecting my woman and my woman is a weak, helpless and innocent victim that require my protection and when I saw you appearing as a weak, helpless and innocent victim that needs protection and I can play the role of the masculine male that is capable of protecting his woman that require his protection, in a relationship, if I get into a relationship with you, I gotten involve with you and I refuse to see otherwise. I am sorry to you too. My obsession hurt everyone, Sabrina, my kids, you and myself. I am sorry to you too. You were just a tool, which I used to fulfil my obsession. Even if you are a weak, helpless and innocent victim, it doesn’t require for us to get romantically involve, to be protecting you.” Jeff said quietly “I mean Jesus Christ, what about protecting an orphan, they are usually weak, helpless and innocent victim too, but do it require for us to get romantically involved with them, to protect them? What is the matter with me!?” Jeff said to himself angrily
Jeff thought to himself “Tristan is right. I need to grow up, grow out of these childish obsessions. Look at what I done to the people around me, the people I love.” Jeff thought to himself, he felt a bit like crying.
“Sabrina is dead, it is the past. The only thing that is important is the future. We can be great together. I need you Jeff and you need me.” Rita touched Jeff’s hand and said “Pathetic pussy man, trying to act like a real man.” Rita thought to herself. The pussy man Rita was talking about, is Jeff, but for once, Jeff was been a real man.
“No, I don’t need you. I was obsessed with something or some illusion that I think I can get from been with you. But not anymore, I have learned to let it go.” Jeff said
“Don’t you know that you are my knight in shining armour? What am I going to do without you?” Rita faked cry, but at this stage, Rita realized the manipulation trick, she has been using upon Jeff, probably won’t work anymore, Jeff has matured from it.
“Do you really need me, to be your knight in shinny armour? Do you really need my protection? How should I know, what is real and what is not?” Jeff said
Rita sat there and kept fake crying
“I saw those photos of you, having sex with your ex-husband and those phone records, you have with your family from China.” Jeff said softly
“Is that it? Is that what this is all about? I love you Jeff. I did it for good reason. I did it all for you. I say that stuff to my family in China, because I know they will never approve me, been with a white man, let along one who is that much older than me. I love you. I need you. I slept with Chung because he is aggressive. He has been following me for years. For god sack, he followed me to Australia, for Chris sack. Why do you think he is here? I don’t want him to hurt you. I love you. I did all of these for you.” Rita lied
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